Finding A Little More Happy...
"The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”
Deuteronomy 31:8
Raising Little Sisters started out just being my new Instagram handle once I had my second baby, but over the last year and a half it has become a way I describe my life. Just as any loving momma would, I want my babes to grow up valuing their relationships with family, friends, and each other. I want them to grow into God fearing women who adore their daddy and follow their dreams. What better example could they have than a mommy who is looking to learn new trades and be the best she can be? In the last year, I have realized that I have put myself on the back burner.
Sometimes being a wife and mom can be a little draining. Don’t get me wrong! There is nothing that makes me happier than being married to the love of my life or mothering my little girls, but sometimes you have to take a few breaths and think about what it is that YOU need. It could be something as simple as a nap, a mani/pedi, a new hobby, prayer time, or some retail therapy. Over the last year, I have found my identity in Dylan, Elliot, and Emery - which is great, but I have found myself wanting more to do or something that I feel passionate about. After struggling with severe anxiety and finding an all new low, I decided I was going to learn and try new things. I was going to better myself, for my marriage and for my children.
After lots of prayer and encouragement, I am focusing more on the gifts that God has given me. I have taken a job at Huntsville Hospital photographing newborns. I am scheduling lifestyle sessions in the evenings and learning more about my camera. I have started eating better and learning more about food and my body. I have taken a little more time for me, all while still giving my attention to my husband and girls. It’s crazy how after doing these things I feel better mentally and physically. I am able to be a better mom and wife.
So sweet momma, don’t be discouraged. Sometimes things can be hard. You may feel stuck in the same ole’ rut or find yourself wondering what you’re good at other than making a bottle and wiping a bottom. It’s normal, I promise. I encourage you to pray, find something your passionate about and make it YOURS. Own it.
Raising Little Sisters is no longer just a name that follows an @, but it is now the name of my personal blog and lifestyle photography business. Raising Little Sisters is one of my dreams and I am more than eager to have a place to share my passions, my mind, and my family with new friends that are here to follow along with me on this journey.